Just barely hanging on.
Sounds trite, but it's true.I'm barely hanging on here. I'm 100 lbs overweight, I'm in constant pain, and any attempts to lower my calorie intake, exercise, ANYTHING to change the way I am now has resulted in a snowball effect: I GAIN weight, my body is rebelling, and I sink deeper into a depression that no one seems to be catching.
Look, I'm not asking for sympathy okay? I told everyone when I started this blog again that I wasn't promising witty repartes and funny stories. This is where I'm at now and I'm doing this to purge myself of it so I can move on...or at least try.
And on top of all that, I know in my heart that working two jobs is just an express lane to the hospital. I took off sick to work today hoping to get in to see my doctor, but due to her just getting out of surgery herself, I can't get in to see her for two weeks, and to be perfectly honest, I don't think I'm a priority enough to go to Emerg. There are far more sick people out there. I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't.
I'm just...tired. Just tired.
posted by Raevyn @ 6:43 p.m.
4 Comments:
hi hon, just wanted to let you know i am here for you...HUGS
I have the same problem. :(
Hang in there. Tell your doctor, when you get in, about everything you are feeling. Maybe meds can help.
You're in my thoughts.
And yes, the 10 year old crazies have hit! Ugh.
Ugh again! This is Mrs.B.! I forgot to sign out of my email and back into my blogger ID, lol!
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